I see that it is not about me.
Well, the Lord gave it to me.
It was to teach me about matters of life and death.
The malpractice was not so much against me as against the rest of my family.
(This is about a stay at the Johns Hopkins Hospital Affective Disorders Unit in September of 1994 after a horrendous childbirth in 1993.)
I was forced to confront issues that were so hard and I labored in poverty and filth.
To try to raise my child.
I learned about matters of life and death in a way that I needed to do.
When I should have just perished and left my child for others to raise.
For this I have the death penalty.
Per the Lord.
I have two years to live.
I will go in my sleep.
The Lord has shown me this.
Three years ago he showed me to pursue the lawsuit against Johns Hopkins.
Recently he has shown me the details. Specifically, for 100 million. Today, clearly, not to settle.
For a long time He has saying that I will be “safe and happy in an apartment [near here]” (I will not state the location). Recently He has been adding some other specifications.
This Death Penalty is about Concupiscence. Concupiscence (I looked it up a while back) is about where you fall into sin so deeply that it becomes a form of Holiness, sort of like when you hit rock bottom and there is no way but up. That is what I figured out about it. But I see that for me there is the Death Penalty for it because that is what the Lord showed me about my two years left to live in [the apartment.] Recently he has been combining things (like, “gathering” in the New Testament.) So, he will combine “safe and happy” with the Death Penalty; and I do not see yet exactly how this will go. I know that I will be thinking. I do not know yet whether I will be writing. I will be donating. (I learned a long time ago about “giving hilariously” and I was doing it for a long time when Alex and I were living in Seminole).
So, back to the lawsuit against Hopkins.
It is on behalf of my father; my sister; my son especially; my brother; my poor departed mother. My husband.
I may or may not live to see any of this money.
suffering
As stated, the amount of the lawsuit is 100 million.
It is about how they were all taken way off course for 27 years as I bumbled about learning how to live. I was giving a second chance. Everybody else suffered inappropriately.
While I stayed in a state of benign neglect.
The Lord has this situation safely controlled. Johns Hopkins did not.
They will be sued.
Un.Bon.Mot 