I heard a harmless Hollywood joke on t.v. years ago:
“Early to rise and early to bed
Makes a man healthy
but socially dead!”
Taking Clozaril is like that.
It knocks you out at an exact hour every night; there is no escaping it. And you can’t tolerate a drop of alcohol. With that and all the other things you are likely taking with it.
Then the doctors refused to provide it and the mole was taken off my face. This time last year.
it led to 2 h9spitalizations, the second started last November. Finally, here is profound solace.
it came to me at the hospital. * w a s9 exh a 7s t Ed
I was ĺaying in bed so exhausted and the ao89e came to me.
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s9 th3n5h3na9iqn cwm
so then the alien came.
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it’s s9 3asy I c a n j7st tell y9u.
2 small circles for eyes
and a large circle below it for a nose
ànd he started singing to me through the music on the radio
you are oh so so beautiful
and then I kept hearing the music ev3r6wh e 3, pouring thr9ugh 9ther jus8c and w9undw. It was so beautiful. NIt st9pp3d when * pef5 that h9e0ital and went t9 an9ther. Now I am here. Don’t know what to 3xp33xp3x
The first encounter was here at home last October. It was what drove me to the hospital. I can’t write anything more about this right now. Except that I’m home and the mess is cleaned up.
