I enquired about this of the Lord when I was tearing this place apart before being admitted to the hospital.
the answer was ” Yes.”
I didn’t ask about any other animals. Like dogs.
or the sacred Hindu cow.
or horses
or lions. (Would they be classified alongside cats or no?)
something about cats is uniquely and specifically alluring as I was saying in my last post.
I have been surrounded by cats all my life. My mother had about (?) 23 in her lifetime, that includes mine; and my son’s 2 tabbies; now his two have come to me for similar reasons. I’ve been keeping them for him but he is still not in a situation to be able to take them back so now I have acquired them as my own.
They are lovable and friendly with interestingly contrasting personalities. They finally stopped fighting, it’s just bizarre how they have aged, how the time has passed while I flailed in the water wondering where my life was.
Cats are sleuths, they helped me those strange nights off my meds last October. I made a pact with them, I think I wrote about it at the time. I think it held them I was away. This time my father took care of them well. They seemed to be quite well adjusted to the situation. Somehow a pair of male cats belongs with a male owner. But, I have to live here. So they have had to readjust to me.
I guess I am just sort of rambling.
I have some fears.
Travis was guarding me the other night and so was Tanner. A couple nights ago I got up from almost asleep to check on them because I heard a sound.
there’s some serious sick shit in the atmosphere in these parts right now
there’s un bon mot for you
bon isn’t always beautiful
the Lord said yes Lions have souls too. He isn’t commenting on the rest right now.
at the hospital in Reading I called for lions in the hallways and they came!
NOTE: The more questionable thoughts here especially from the hospital are NOT psychotic they are my IMAGINATION UNLEASHED after 60 years and coming together with that dam mole removed that stopped me from even being able to think!
I would say I am just about healed.
