Got pissed on and left in the woods. Because of THE CLAW. At the psych hospital they drove me out of control I had just had an encounter with an alien and I was trying to figure out who to talk to, what to do. But there was nobody to help. I cant remember how it started but I was pretending to be “the Claw.” I can’t even remember what it meant. At a certain point I knew that I was in bad trouble.
Fell into a deep chill but I stayed sitting up so I wouldn’t fall asleep and die by saying to my self “I think therefore I am.” Stayed alive in the woods that way in midwinter for five days.
I also set myself a little puzzle with the letters ABCD and the numbers 1 through 5.
someone must have found me, I remember a place like a fire station in the woods but it may have just been a dream.
After a few weeks back at Haven, when everything was a blurr, I got a call from Harrisburg enquiring of me about me. It was about a fee for being seen at St. Jo’s hospital a short distance away in late December when I was supposed to have been at Haven. Things started to click.
I was still in a deep chill and I realized it and why and started to fight my way back to life and to get out of that hospital.
Un.Bon.Mot 