the situation with my sister is lifelong but the recent epoch started when my father started enciuraging me –as an adult–to take cues from her and shortly afterward the image came to my mind of her in a prowling, feline, half- dressed stance, on a bed– that just made me want to run.
how that happened and what it was about I don’t know but it put me over the top with issues with my sister.
I am a non-sexual being and very shy of sexual issues. I panicked. That was a couple of years ago. Since then I have been avoiding her. I already was for other reasons I couldn’t help. As I said, that put it over the top.
Un.Bon.Mot 