my name is Lynne Murphy, not Abby Hill. Abby Hill is the nickname I used for anonymity in writing “Every Cloud” and “California, a Pro-Life Novel.” And for blogging. ESPECIALLY for sending out “California…” to the 10 top Pro-Choice Advocates in this country a couple of years ago, with a letter. Then I went into hiding. Now I am coming out. Because of Roe vs. Wade being overturned.

so, recently, in the midst of some weird personal stuff, a mole being surgically removed from my face and my doctors refusing to provide my customary meds; I fell into two hospitalizations. The second lasted 8 months and was insane. I am in a state of recovery.

I would appreciate the support of anyone who used to know me in staying living. I have gone through a long “surgery of the soul” over many, many years and I really want to live.

In the state of heightened awareness that I was in with the strange metamorphosis of the mole being cut away and being off the med that I needed, please don’t make fun of me, I encountered an actual alien in this weird place I stay in. I don’t want to talk a whole lot about it right now. I just want to say that this is true, it was me that encountered it, not my father, and that I have been back on the meds for 8 months and I still believe it. Some of the stuff I said in the hospital, well, I have serious PTSD of the psych ward. That was a mixed bag. Seeing the presence of the Alien here, I called him Alien4, was real.