I am…

…the mole-wart person. That is how I will be remembered.

and that I kept myself awake and alive in the woods in PA in the middle of winter for 5 days by saying “I think therefore I am.” And playing a puzzle game 8n my head with the suits in a deck of cards and the letters A B C D, and the numbers 1 2 3 4.

after being raped on a psych unit in the most vile fashion.

after that it felt good to be alone in the woods.

Captain Ko the doctor said not to talk about any of this but it is the opposite. I need to. This Is my life. This stuff really happened. They want to put me back there.

it’s like the movie “Looking for Mr. Goodbar.” That was supposed to be the last ever hospitalization

One more would be the death of me.

they shot their bull. It’s over