Arriving at Conclusions.

my father deserves a reprieve from anything he has said and done since Hopkins thst was questionable as he was disabled by the stroke and wasn’t getting any help. Hopkins put my mother in chsrge and she didnt hsndle it appropriately..

it is hard to imagine how things could have happened differently as things went from bad to so, so much worse immediately following my treatment at Hopkins.

I pray for an appropriate resolution of the case against Johns Hopkins.

the upshot was that my mother, who is probably still living, continued to run roughshod against my relationship with my son, using the facts of my illness to pry him away from me.

I cannot begin to express the feelings I have about my mother’s treatment of me. Where she destroyed me with Ian it’s hard to find my feelings for him.

theres the price of a life (I almost died 3 times) and then there is the disgrace of a helpless person being used.

My mother needs to be forgIv e I ven too. And she doesnt know how or why she needs that grace. Whether she’s in purgatory or still living.

Thats the kind of confusion that lingers almost 3 decades after going to the Hopkins Affective Disorders Unit.

that’s all I have to s a y.

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