Haven and Philhaven

Haven almost took my life but then for a week I loudly asked for an emergency discharge because I was getting so frantic from the “gaslighting” and just being on a short term unit for so long.

They helped me by getting out of there to another facility for longer term patients. But I was terrified there. It was a weird place and I didn’t want to stay.

Finally, on the day of my scheduled discharge, I could tell that the doctor was gong to postpone the discharge and then instead, something forced or guided her to make a different decision; I was discharged as planned.

they pushed things way too far there and I was desperate to get out and my father cooperated with the plan as well; not realizing that it was not going to come out the way he thought.

I had my own plan to follow on a lot of the details and so far I have kept safe here. Whether I need to go elsewhere or not depends upon his mood, in other words, Haven made not just one huge mistake but several others in discerning our situation. They did not have their finger on the pulse of my father as they thought. He is not a whole human being. He is dependent on others INCLUDING ME, and is not really mentally competent to be anything but a visitor in a psych setting or to sign into one in himself for so many reasons.

terroristic threats are agsinst the law and so is mercy killing (as far as I know) when the person DOES NOT WANT to be mercy killed.

dad, roll up all that trash in your head and burn it out there with the boxes. Do it again and again until you are clear of negative, vain, insanely rude, fatalistic back talk. You are like a child in school.

a safe place for me, now, should be HERE; but, I am guessing it may phave to be plan B, an alternate plan that perpetually waits on money to put it into place.

Alex? Can you hear me?

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