Quiet

it’s quiet today. Every step that you take is changed by the end of the reign of Queen Elizabeth It and the beginning of the reign of a king, the first male monarch in 80 years.

it just goes to show that Queen Elizabeth had her ear to every heartbeat, at home and abroad.

God save the King.

I am a dual national, UK/US equally both at these end stages of my life. I found a way to emigrate from my uncertain status in the U.S: from America looking backwards on England to, instead, deeming myself immigrated to The New World. Where, in Canada i can get an excellent cup of tea; and, in turn, a highly touted hot dog on the ferry from British Columbia to the States. And I can also take I quick look-see into Mexico: things have changed.

From this beautiful status, I have emigrated back to the United States as a real citizen, concerned, more informed and more responsible. I am grateful for our lease on this magnificent land that I didn’t understand before.

I myself spent a large portion of my life In psychiatric facilities but things get talked out there in the weirdest way. I would have chosen a different course. But I do hit my stride right now on getting myself out of a psych hospital where I didn’t belong. Two of them. And hopefully setting an e for others who need it.

but i somehow have been on the crux of so many things and from a young age was surrounded by evidence of a whole new world– a new “New World” the fruition of the things that were in the making in the 60s and 70s in hi tech that were hush hush back then.

I had a place in the world that I didn’t know yet, now hi tech has advanced so far and people dont give me any credit. My contribution back in the 80’s seems lackluster to look back on in today’s hi-tech world.

My aim at this time is to win the suit against Hopkins and use a large portion of an award–if it is signicant enough– for a fund to pay lawyers who are willing to help a person in The system get out of it and/or proactively get the help they truly need.

Other than that I am redecorating and looking into the affairs of my son, who DOES NEED a substantial award through this on his own behalf. Have I mentioned that he is there for me 24/7 in my head, in my heart, in my soul?

there is my pain and suffering and the worst of it has been to see him suffering where he needed his real mother and I just couldn’t be what he needed. I was so desperately, physically disabled. So much damage, just leave it at that.

that’s me and my family, my parents were a couple of Brain Drain immigrants.

Im reporting this to the ear of the King..

it’s such a horrible predicament in the psych system in America today. I see that it forms a place for managing the personal issues in a country of so many races, colors, and creeds within the separation of Church and State.

but at this stage it does not do so well. It can amount to a sheer popularity contest.

Things happen that are ugly.