is there a doctor–a psychiatrist–in Allentown who is willing to see me based on the profile I presented in my last post? please understand that I had a horrible experience the first time I reached out to a psych practitioner and I was never able to help myself after that.
Ive been food for fools on psych wards and in the community ever since.
they used to talk about how psych professionals were a priesthood and it made everbody mad at them.
but today, in this crazy world with a lackluster church the psych system has provided a safety net.
but sometimes , instead, it is a popularity contest or worst, works more like something out of Road Warriors (Mel Gibson). i have pe4i3nc3d thap here in 5he mos5 serious 2a6.
(ALIEN talk. They are trying to reach us). time for the psych world to change again. It is very, very serious. It needs to happen.
that’s why the huge lawsuit against Hopkins. If they are, or were, the state of the art then that has to change.
I want this award to be in part a class action for a fund to help others related to the situation who have been harmed. I am trying to set an example of fighting back based on horrible scenes ive witnessed on psych wards generally. Most of it was me.
so, if there is a psych provider out there within 20 miles of 19539 who is willing to take on this case, please contact me.
you must be on the Clozaril registry. Also, I have been gettig Abililfy shots nstead of pills. I dont know what the difference is. But the Abilify is key in helping my sluggish deression after such a long time of poorly addressed situational and med needs.
my email address is lmurphymack5@gmail.com
I pray that no one abuses this in info.

too much POSITIVE stress.
rebuilding my inner core. This is my father doing something wonderful for me.
the appliance delivery for Friday was postponed. It was all too much at once.
maybe we can get along now.

“Just keep holding on…” (a song)
this is the upstairs–the last of the
paper trail and the lifelong laundry problem.
the latter comes from having to walk a mile in winter to the laundromat in town. Also, OCD about folds in things, especially cloth and paper.
that’s the alien trying to talk through me.
[I fixed it.]
the paper trail is a long story but to have it here and comparatively under control is the triumph of a lifetime. 2 lpof the three boxes are full of old papers to be sorted.
