I am finally stepping free from that ICU table where I have lived all these many years.
the MH System may not work very well on its own but where God steps in it comes together. As here.

i dont know why this happened to me and maybe I never will but at least I can say that now, today, it feels good for it to finally be over. Whatever it was.
Everything that has happened recently–prior to going to Philhaven– has been a bizarre form of healing from that horrible torture.
what happened at Philhaven I don’t understand. I just don’t want to go back.
