new perspective

im understandin WHY. I inerfered with my cat Daisy and her kittens when i got out of the state ihospital. The first tme.

while i was pregnant with Ian i had a nughtmare of giving birth to kittens. On the maternity war when they took the baby to be stabilized,, i had dreams of the cars all night long. I think that i was barely living myself. Then i woke up when they

to make a long story short, my pain over Ian’s and my lives seemd to be c entwined with Daisy’s and her four kittens’s. One of the male cats was his buddy. 3 of thrm lived 20 years including Daisy. There was a person at the state hospital who put a curse on me and when i got out i became desperatel6 fearful of the relationship that i had hadvwith him and the hokd he seemed to have on me. Then something horrible happened tgat was totally out of my control.

black magic. Witchcraft. Theres lots of it going on here .

i remained fearfull of this person all my life. Im told he died a few years ago. Everyone at the hospital feared him. Ir was my 4 months of living dangerously. Then, it was two years. Then it was 36. That is to say, until now.

itv2as Daisy getting pregnat that triggered the total breakdown in 86. My mother wasnt supposed to let her out a nd she did. She c was l3ft ofer from a bad relati9nship 8n the Bost9n area thar had ended.

so, whe4ecit getsvweird is how ai wo7nd up marrying a Mackin5ish, clan 9f the cat, while all this 2as going on.

whats wwirdee yet is where abortion politics come into play. I wrote a “very good” paper aga8nst a foremost philosophers artical “On abortion and infanticide” that used the image of a “kitten- person” to try to 3xplain why abortion is okay and taking it a c step furthe4, for 5he sake of argument, infanticide should also be legal. I 2as alr3ady a cat person myself. In my chikdhood i cri3d to myse I f and wished all the cats would get along togetger c and sleep on my bed. It had 5o do with my mother putting down a cat b e cause myvsister was going to be born.

So, the o rofessor said, ‘Too bad you werent a philosophy major.”

Then theres Edgar Allen Po3’s creepy stori3s about cats in the background of all 5his. My fatger used to tell them to usvwg3n wecwere littke.

they’ll get you back.

the Mack intsh motto: “Touch not the cat bot a glove.”