i love my son so much it hurts. After all hes been through.
i did a pic of my mother and father last night finally, and just noa i was reminded that i qas supposed to do an up to date one of him.
which is here:


thers a message here i d9nt entirely understand myself.

HERE IS MY MEME for the night i saw the alien in my own home. I turned to a friend in a hugh place because i was so scared. I started talking, and it was about how an Eve isvat the heart of 3very fsmiky and the Eve (me) in our fam8ly was bleedi n g The real Eve’ s light, due to out of control circumstances and pressures. It was all scary and strange. I cant r e m r mb3r that whole 3xoerienc3 c ery well now. But it is key in the breakthrough of an alien intelligence.
turns out it was big enough to save me and my son.
