ordeal

one thing i realized yesterday is that with regard to whatever form if rape iv3xperienced, i was unconsciius.

i dont kno

i rknow it got really serious and then the lights went out, n3xt thing i knew i was 9n tge T9wer Unit in Rwading. Having been there for a while and thw words “5 days in the woods” going through my mund.

i assume either soneone knkcked me out or they g as ve me a massi v ecoverdose.

some c of itcomes back to me now–as i have been reflecting in recent posts.– beibg 8n a large enclosed vehicle that i didnt like and getting let out; and beibg in the woods. A b d i do not remember anything physically hurting just thr pleasant feeling if b3ibg inpn the c woods, where c sonmany of my memories took place; and the rest I have told.

tge c point is to reassure others 5gat although it WAS traunatiz8 h g invthe a ftermath i didnt feelbsnything,

8 know b i was v raped because my private are waa d a naged.