apology

i made some statements about myself and people who i am close to based on reading about the Chinese “horoscope.”

first, let me make another apology to kehugh andd Berjs county generally fir things i have said and done here when i was disoruented: most if all for leaving, in 1991, without saying any goodbyes. Tbat was typical if me but usually the oeople were glad to get rud of ne. Thats how I felt. Oh hiw desperately I longed for thus church comm7nity and ny frurbds, bkth nale and female; aftee i had had TWO abirtions and was practically crippled wuth OCD or something thar looked like it.

i wasnt always tbe best fruend but i was very cruel in my mind in my fruebdshios here becsuse nibidy ubderstiid ne, i hasca few intimare fruends abd i just cut them off abd left tgem un rbe lurch because i had to, i w9nt name anybody but i pray rhat the Lord gas kr will work it to rhe goid. I was SO ILL abd desoerately suucidal at that tine, and alwx held out tge promuse of gett7bg tbe hell out of my situatuon–u mught hace ended up bacj at Weenersville orherwise. That was what I feared

ive had such a crazy mixed up formation in my life.

tthe nain thing TODAY is tgat i realuzed i put out sonethung very nasty abkut my fatger based on tbe Chinese hirisco.oe. It wont helo ti repear it. Mine says i am a snob, have few friends, and make a good simpngke motger.

I never cared much about tge Western hiriscooe but u was ibsessed with rge Easrern one because it Was jusr so weirdky apt. It says rhat my husband and i were a bad march. I have a lot to sat about that but not right now.

right now, my issue is rhat I got a beautuful new comouter but its not toych screen and im so 7sed to thar. Dont know whar ti do. Riggt n I w ( obviiusly) i am 9n tge tablet that is giving me so m7cg trouble,