Im starting to wonder if its ever going to end.
This time it is not for Ian but for me.
The girlfriend is trying to get rid of ME.
I understand that you relinquish your on into the arm of his wife when the times comes. But I do not feel comfortable that this is that person.
I found an instant connection that put ME in the right place after all these years since boarding school.
Since then, though, I have been sensing a lot of negatives. About me. When I have just spent a year and a half working on my relationship with my son at the risk of the penalty of death. NOT for a woman like this. Careless. No ethics. Reported as once having a boyfriend for four years who was a heroine addict. Obviously enjoys power moves. Probably intends to pull one on me.
What I need is help getting out of this place to a place where I have normal privacy and the regular amenities of life.
And safety from this person.
