I noticed my father standing up straight stock still after a certain point when the ME TOO scandal was reaching its higight and I wondered…
It was similar with my husband and Al Quaida. I sensed he was in too deep. Other men joined. I sensed he was in too deep and I turned him in to help him. I got on the computer and found the right place to go andwrote a whole lote of mumbo jumbo which miraculously disappeared so I sat there for a minute and then typed in “my husband is al quaida..
And walked away.
So, now, it’s my father.
He has been up to no good. That is the source of the evil in our househod and this cummunity that everyone is trying to blame o me.
My father is ill. He needs help. He is too old for this shit.
I don’t know what he is doing or why, and please, let there be room for error in this, I have no proof.
He has been SO RUFE DO TO ME.
Abd then he can be so nice.
I don’t know what to say.
Last time around I said, “It gets bad at the end.. I was gunning for a Nobel prize for him. Or Sainthood.. For HIM..
Now I do know why he does it. it is bitterness black as bile from how HE has been treated and a lot of it HAS been becaue of how HE has been treat4ed over MY ill-diagnosed MH problems.
Organic personality disorder is a tough one. The kind that calls for a place like what Johns Hopkins University Hopsoit6al was suppoosed tob e called in for..
A case with subtleties and nuances.
My father’s whol personality has been effadced. Now he is trying to do it to me. I have been living with this for thelast year aned a half. t is TERRIFYING They stress you with little itty bitty things like turning the lights down when you want them up until you go insane.
That is where we were moving me at Phihalven.\\I had to get out and that time I did. This time it is getting bad Thsi time it is the fear of poisoning and being afraid to eat.
Un.Bon.Mot 