Something I Completely Forgot!

Before the Alien presence came the Native Americans!!!

I was going to every Civil rights issue , group, or cause in America and, as stated in a personal manifesto back in 1995 or 1996 when I had gotten==en out of the hospital in Rockville, MD, We have not only Black men and women bu Native Americans to worry about .

We have a world of industry at low wages from Black men and women or a history of it. From Native Americans we have something for nothing. We have this whole beautiful land and call itour own.

How crazy can you get?

We have “Bury my Heart at Wounded knee.”

And we send turkeys to them on the revolution based on charitable donations.

When I was a little girl I talked to the birds in the woods behind us

The Injus heard me. I just know that they did.

I was so lonely and alone.

I think that they camed to me because they recognized me.

Maybe it’s is all a fantasy but I prayed for them and asked for help and they came.

They brought the alien!!!

I asked for cigarettes to be made legal again.

Because they really arent.

I as for a seconf look at how the Native American was treated.

I understand now that native civillllllllllizations get conquered or fade for another reason.

I understand that I don’t really understand as I am now but at that time I saw that they didn’t even have coffee and here we were, I am one who is getting help with these outrgeously taxed cigarettes and there are others like me

I am fashioning anew years resolution centered on trust because it is something I have necer had in America with my Gristish accent and galvanized politics as as an off-base MH consumer.

I met a woman who looked like a Chrokee at the Tower Unit I wasn’t sure and it would have been rude to ask or, I didn’t iave the social skills to aske. So I just said hello. It was all I could do. I was fighting with most of the other patienst. Or they were there to take me out. That’s how it felt.

But now I amcoming back to that extraoridnarily and bizarrely fascinating stay on the Tower unit after coing back from 5 days in the woods and waking up from 5 days in the woods for ?how lonbg on the unit waking up? I have no recollection.

I am starting to collect the memories.

The Cherokee woman I remembered but not the feeling that I had reached the cherokees on the4 reservation before I left here went I was sky high off of the Clozaril around Octobe of 2021.

They helped me and I was promosting free cigarettes as amedical necessity for someone like me who cannot function without them. Up to 3 packs a day for me andsmokers like me and 5 packs a day on an Native American Reservation. (I smoked four packs a day at one p0oint. Yul Brynner stated smoking 5 days a day. I would guess that is the outside limit.

Leave a comment