O just stepped out of the shower after skipping it for at least 4 or 5 days.
M y therapist in Florida said to hower EV ERY DAY or he wouldn’t see me.
But, he did anyway.
I am a hamdicapped cripple sufferomg from the worst constipation case on medical recpord.
I was pulolinhg off of it but I am terrified tjat it could be returning. After 15 years where it was completely disabling, I thought I was free and clear so.
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It may or may not clear up again, but for now I am terrified that not only my teethy, but also my hair will b3 falling out at the early age oif 61.
That’s on top of all the conditions and disorders ad known to common medical care of a woman of my age.
I don’t want to put my entire medical history out there but it is sdcary.
The point is that just at the plolace where I could have and should have gott4en help (Hopkins psych unit) instead I started my way down an icy snowboard into Hell..
It happened TWICE. The first time, when I first entered psych cqaare at the age of 21; and then when , against all my instincts \I was forced by my family and my Buffalo psychiagtrfsit to take the trip to Baltimor4e (where Johns Hopkins University Affective disorders unit is locaat4ed) I was puking up sweet, milky tea into the kitchen sink all night but somehow I got from there to Baltimore. (A ride from my father.)
At pne point on the trip there as we were going by a truck, I missed something that my father was doing and I didn’t know what.
I arriived at the pscy Uniut with misgivins and dissheveed.
The rest of this is part of the lawasuit so I will leave it at this for now.
Un.Bon.Mot 