jokes

we tell jokes when a thing makes us feel uncomfortable.

i had an issue with this thanksgiving 2019 when my father distributed it everywhere, a bad antisemitic joke i had told. It wasnt intended as such. It was just clever. I was in terror over my evil sister and other familty members and friends disdaining me at a fragile moment.

i know better now

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i do apologize for anybody who was harmed or hurt by this MAL MOT!!! As it extended through my fathers repeating it to every

Jew he knew, who were my dear friends too!!! And to the unuverse. It was very frightening what he did to his own daughter.

WHY? I didnt mean anyrhing by it is all i can say.

so, yes, we make jokes when somerhing hurts. Or do worse.

so, at the Haven hospital in reading this time last year i was cruelly gang raped. In every possible way.

i needed to be seen by a gynecologist.

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i did not.

so i was severely constipated several weeks ago and i have known that area was damaged and pulled out a mirror from the cabinet under rhe sink to chcck out the general private are to a including the anal sphincter. This last looked mighty awful and i understood what had happened to me.u

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To, the good, i have to say that it rapidly cleared up. I had been straining for a half hour that night. I thought to check a few days layer and everythimg looked relatively normal.

so, the deposit of this? Me for all mt old banak jd or otherwise.endwoes, intm

we created a form of the expression “Asshole” for British usage: “Anal Sphincter.”

now tnat I am free of that place and climbing out of the pit it left me in i ptefer to teplace bith twrms with “IDIOT,” which is all they really mean.

so, please forgive all my old banal jokes and let me live. They wete a bad habit at one time and I have grown out of it.