Miracle Needed

There is a simple situation from here that I have been prepared for since college.

The lecturer in Modern Drama talked about the classic theme in early theatre was the woman in distress being beleagured by the landlord:

“You must pay the rent!

“I can’t pay the rent!”

You must pay the rent!”

“I can’t pay the resnt,”

et cetera. And a masked man comes to save her.

I just tonight realized that I have created a trap for myself here and I need to go.

My father also want s me to go but he doesn’t ewant to say it.

The peroblem is that any source of income to me passes through his hands, for instance, he fosteres my ex’s tendency to refrain from making payments as he is able. n cluding to me.

And I can’t possibly move without his help.

I know exactly where I want to go and how to do it and what to do when I get there to make it NOT LIKE OTHER RENTAL EXPERIENCES.

I am a happy person now. I got everything off my chest.

Please Lord, and anyone who wants to pray for me, lift thie weight of our shoulder of my ex and my own family turning aginast me when it;s been too long for that. I need the apartment asap to get my head back tog4ther from a steady erosion and effacting that he consciouly does day to day pendingt putting me back in the hospital. And he uses confusing arguments to get people to aooperate and agree with him.