organic personality disorder

ot can be a little like being mentally retarded.tuation.

i read somewhere in a magazine about a woman ab.serving anither woman in some bleachers wither her husbsnd and her mentally retarded daughter. She was holdi g the daughter c

deeply in check. The poor little daughter was obviously completely terrified, trying to look “normal ” when she didnt even know what that was.

i comp,etely IDENTIFIED with this little girl.

i have been told or it has beeb suggested rhat i dont blig any more because it embarrasses peopke.

blogging is loke a playpen for me where i can say the slly, ignorant, shocking, and orherwise yntoeatd things rhat i newd to say to stay to stay alive because i was never allowed when i was lity l e and when i finally got int I a counselors office u was screwed right off the bat. It is remedial work for me to come here snd day what i say. It is a peculusr situation. I always rdentify withh the worst person in the grouo and then go home to an aooarebyly normal household and have ti act as if rhat were true.

at the Haven hospital they finally workrs with rhe MPD (multiple personality disorder) a littke bit i daw where rhat would lead and I was scared to death.

so i eill be thinking sbout these things to ight snd praying.