About the Post “Blog Closed”

Two days ago I was in a deep panic not just about this blog but about my life.

For various and specific reasons i feared for me and my father.

i didnt know what to do except pull down the blog. I really thought i was going to have to close it. I handed the tablet over to my father.

But the next mornung i realized that was not going to solve anything and by the end of the day I had the problem solved in a way which i will not discuss. Well, i have, somewhat.

I apilogize for the deep serious negative shit going out of here as i sat silent and i realize some responsibilities i have been neglecting regarding the teality of the world for women (and men) post Roe vs Wade. It is such a confusing duscussion now and i am spent for the time being and finding places to cry. My belly has stopped hurting. I am repairing my almost (but not) tragic relationship with my son. I am waiting out the end of the waves of the transition off of rhe “mole-wart person” to tne new person coming ftom inside.

i noted a special grace the other day. Now i am seeing a “new grace” for me every day as i slowly heal and recover as things begin to fall into place in a new way.

The pressure is so intense.

So, i apologize for alarming anyone. If I did.