paper grail! Ha! trail has been largely disbanded by my father.
When he does things like this i think hs is a real idiot but these days i femember to honor my mother and fathwr and wait on the LORD
its a relief to have it all cleaned up or, for rhe most part; i was waiting on NASA, i messaged them through their portal on line but, no response. I am wondering if he is already talking to the because he has all kinds of writing of mine and he has recently been removing all of the priceless alien drawings.
he is up there in his study all day long doing who knows what. He covers. He hides.
up here i have no privacy. No doors, not even a bathroom door. And two male cats. I put in curtains after my mother left the scene 3 years ago. Still dealing with thet. I dont believe she really died. I was so alienated and she had started talking to me.
Anyway, i am slowly clearly clearing this place of its negative energy to help Ian. Its awful what happened to us. But of all of us he is on a good course among the younger generation, with room to grow and time to make mistakes.
I am hoping to find a little time and room for myself too.
Un.Bon.Mot 