Terrorism

the terror war in the Middle East has torn apart the fabric of society all over the world.

what has happened in Beirut is starting to happen in civilized communities here,

i feel so sorry that i was not educated about this in high school. A group of the boys were but i was not invited to participate in any way. I knew it was very important, thats all, but i had no information.

maybe it has something to do with the turn of the millenium, like how the tale of Arthur and the Round Table was handed down over the centuries and not much else is left as a residue of popular culture from those times. At least, thats how i see it as an English, first generation American mom tryingng to raise a second generation American son here in America…wirh a Canadian ex- husband…

so, Canadians are natural born armchair philosophers, and I grew a brain, being married to Alex. Some of this came at a cost to others. (Sobbing.)

Learning experiences should come at a younger age.

Alex was hurt. I was hurt. Ian was hurt the most. Meanwhile, the world was spinning out of control.

St John of the Cross said “Trust in the Lord’s timing,” (or words to that effect,)

i wrote a few pages about how our troubles today started with the Industrial Revolutuon,

i was sort of embarraased about that and i dont know where they are, my father haa been here and may have taken them. I can only take consolation in the fact that the paper trail always reconstitutes (its the weirdest rhung,) so, if those pages are gone they are meant to be.