…for anyone who needs to know
…so I can repent
- i told her over and over that i was giving her the most fantastic Christmas present when she was only about 5 years old and all it was was a couple of sections of a guinea pig Habitrail. She was very upset. I really thought it was just great but then i felt scared.
2.) I put the child harness on her and played horsie with her because I thought she liked it. My mother used the harness quite frequently. She used to run aroud the riding ring at the barn for 15 minutes-pretending to be a horse? I dont know.
one time, i think i was in a bad mood, i had her on a longe line (long line)… well, this does not belong in a blog. It should have been addressed at the time but wasnt. No physical incident occured. My sister thinks it did. She ran in to the comfort of my mother’s arms. I was left standing in the front yard as 2 girls from my grade who hated me walked by,
3. I made a ginger bread house and said it was for her when I did it on vacation ftom Kent Svhool just because i wanted to.
o cant think of anything else righr now,
oh yes
i consvipusly invilved her in rhe debacle of my relationship with rhe therapist in Summit, Sharon, and i think thus is where she might need helo. I was half psychotic from parabpnoi as about what my parents may have done to me as a chukd, ckaire and her friend were e barasses when i slushed water tnrough my thighs in the pool and tnry were laughing and poubting. I was so embatass3d i did t jniw what to do.
Un.Bon.Mot 