.. or whatever my father is doing on the side.
I have never consciously abused my son in any way. And especially, I have never SEXUALLY abused him in any way whatsoever.
My parents and others involved have twisted my words and facts around to made a gigantic monster of abuse out of my when in fact I depended upon Ian for the help I needed to raise Ian because they were not available to help in any real way. I was in agony most of the time and the worst of it was always to see Ian suffering.
I am simply too tired to say another word.
Un.Bon.Mot 