I plan to be leaving soon. I have been planning to be leaving nightly for at least 3 months. Hence the lights on at night–so sorry.
It’s so strange here, we are neither Berks, nor Lehigh; instead, a little of each.
As for me, I am of TERRIFIED of Berks County. And Lehigh doesn’t like me. It’s an okay place to be, all things considered. I am not able to participate in the pleasantries of being in society given my physical and spiritual condition. And I don’t have anyone here who loves me. And that’s something I NEED, given my condition.
( I am writing from the edge of Berkks County just a few minutes from the border to Lehigh and I usually go the Lehigh way because everything is so much quicker that way. But of course for government business I have to drive through the woods to get to services and facilities in Reading.
My son is here. But it is a burden on him to have to be there for me when he is handling his own situations. It’s just that time in person’s life for him when everything becomes super serious and important.
My son is an okay and decent human being after surviving what he did in his early life I have to say that I am so proud of him. He has made some mistakes. But I am holding on to faith that it is well between him and the Lord and that he would do no serious harm. I remember when he was at boarding school and someone brought in a pet mouse; the teacher said that Ian handled it so gently and carefully.
He has spent a lot of his life here with coming here for the summer vacation or any time I couldn’t handle it for him in Florida. In fact he spent two whole semesters at the public high school here. And some time at day care as a baby. So he is almost a native. Although, he is not actually a Pennsylvania native; he was born near Buffalo, New York. My brother and I were born in Pennsylvania near Pittsburg. My sister was born in New Jersey. The three of us grew up there until I was 16.
Un.Bon.Mot 