Kneeling to post…

Because Tanner needs the chair.

Now I see this.

Claire was acting out the soul of the abortion that I had of Steve’s baby all her life. It had just been conceived. I don’t know whether I will ever be able to verify this time wise, date wise as to which beach trip this was and when the suspect beach trip was. But it is a good bet.

Just as I acted out the soul of Auschwitz all my life long.

She refused to eat anything but pizza crusts. She had an astigmatism that wasn’t discovered until way late. I won’t divulge her personal history, it belongs to her. But it was dire. in a way different from mine. She did not have to cope with organic personality disorder. But she had to cope with me.

I pray that she can figure this out in the right way at the right time wherever she is right now to move along through her life in a better way.