The Loneliness of the Wart-Mole Person

Nobody knows me.

It’s like Rip van Winkle. It really is. I made this analogy before, before it even came off, in some other regard.

People don’t know me. The never did, but now they don’t even recognize me. I’m more like I was when I was a young girl, before the times and travesties of my life hit me. Before I weighed 200 pounds (I’m hovering at 170 and hoping to drop some more weight now.) Before I moved to South Florida and got a bad name. Before…my life hit me with blow after blow, each one bigger than the one before. And then my son and the agonies of a mother. And now my ex won’t answer.

I think that what I need to be dealing with and why this is all so bad tonight is the abortion at 13 which I gather has been acknowledged. It will force me to restructure EVERYTHING. to take this as acknowledged and really the only place I can go for that is the LORD.

Everything is quiet tonight and I can’t talk about why.

But, I wanted to thank WordPress for all their help and support over the years. I was looking to put up a business blog, i.e., for money, but instead I am looking at trying to sell the tablet with all the pictures and the blog and emails related to it to a film director. It has been such a beautiful time. I have a picture to put up! It’s hardly enough but it is endemic to the cause.

Thankyou for being there!

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