Waiting to hear from a source I don’t know which for a referral to a psychiatrist.
It’s been 10 years that I have been trying to get in to see a competent psychiatrist in the Berks/Lehigh area.
Most of the time I have been scrambling from doctor to doctor getting my meds. There was one doctor I saw for a couple of years after a serious overdose. But the therapist I had to see was criminally using me and I had to break free of her and the person she referred to me (it doesn’t make sense but you ARE supposed to talk with your provider and take a referral from them if you want to go to different care). And as you can imagine that person did exactly what you might expect and turned me down and used the information I gave him to get me in horrible trouble.
So, I had a couple of good hospital stays at the Horsham Clinic and got out before they could recommit me. This was all around the time of my mother’s death and I really needed help. Supposedly my brother had killed himself, which I no longer believe. I was to the wall over the situation in the family including my brother’s wife and her son.
Next thing you know I am confronting an alien in my home and that blew everything up and I have been on a wild course since then. I fled to a hospital ER not knowing where else to go when my father ordered me out in the middle of the night. I landed on a weird intake unit and got sent to a hospital in Reading.
But Reading and I don’t get along very well any more. I was refused services there a number of times. A young girl in a group program there ghat I was also in was offended by my helpless bodily reaction to her short shorts and light t-shirt as I listened to her talk and finish talking. Everyone was seriously offended and as for me? I was terrified. Nothing like that had ever happened before except in Feldman’s office in Florida where I was protected.
So, I got kicked out of the program a few days later.
Un.Bon.Mot 