my son is in danger

it’s one thing if you go after me.

It’s another thing if you go after my son.

Black Ametican men and women have come into their own through Obama’s presidency and what has followed. Where there was low self-esteem, there are now fragile but healthy egos. Problems still remain, like Black supremacist movements, that will take a long, long time to heal.

I cannot claim to know a Black American man or woman’s soul. For instance, I made a mistake with Obama by not understanding that his mother was white when I was trying to reason my way to his heart in my desperate predicament over a pro-Black Obama vote vs. pro-Life McCain vote. I was ill at the time and my mother left me in the lurch by involving me in their deliberations and then taking off for England and casting an absentee ballot.

I ended up making a SUICUDE ATTEMPT.

So, before I did that, I voted a straight Republican ticket; as I was leaving, one of the workers said, “That woman is sinning.”

I had no idea what he meant! I was deeply confused.

Then, Obama was elected; and I followed up the letters I had written him as a fellow Harvard affiliate of his generation, via the St. Petersburg Times, with an e-mail to his Transparent Transition Team. I just looked up “contact Obama” and that was what I found. i sent him an email about my painful, awake first abortion and how terrifying it was.

This was in response to his casually whisking away Bush’s pro-Life initiatives as if they didn’t even matter.

Next thing I knew, he was going after every safeguard against abortion and every liberal support of it.

I got a letter reviewing my disability pay; which I WAS able to retain. He went after smoking with taxation. His wife went after BELLY FAT which was a huge issue I had because of a bad ABORTION.

I was angry and terrified.

Bad things started happening after that. I was painted as a horrible racist. Someone threw a dart at my son and it hit him in the eye. He was lucky to be alive. After rhe suicude attempt, my husband turned to other women. Our family fell apart. Things got worse and worse and, finally, my son and I returned here to Pennsylvania, it was a horrible break-up.

I was not being PAID for anything I said or did regarding Obama or abortion or pro-Black politics. I was following my conscience regarding views deeply held for personal reasons.

It was tragic and sad what happened to us. i do still rejoice in the breaking of the color barrier, it was beautifully done, he did it, and he was the one to do it.

But I want to feel safe again and for my family to be restored.