“All the lonely people…”

…Where do they all come from

….Where do they all belong

The Beatles, “Eleanor Rigby,” ’60s

In California in the earliest ’90’s

my ex and I make up a game over dinner, “Who’s the asshole?”

I couldn’t eat my pizza because I was in the process of developing “a disorder of my reflexes” which turned into a nearly fatal condition for me and, later for my baby. In other words, I was choking on my food. I couldn’t eat. I couldn’t do anything. I couldn’t write a check or send a letter.

Decades later, briefly, the game, within my own family became, excruciately, “Who’s the pig?”

Early in the 2020’s, as the pandemic set in, it became, “Who’s the Saint?”

That got the lead out.

the 2020s is a place

it has made us atopic like one global lake, no boundaries or borders.

there are so many fantastic potentialities as well as negatives. We need to begin to let the new normal begin to take shape now with a powerful force toward healing. But joy in recovery.

i am leaving, moving changing off of my old ways, places, patterns and it is wonderful. I don’t really know what to say about it because for those who are dying, and their loved ones, it’s awful. I am saved by my isolation. I don’t see anybody from one day to the next, except the occasional greeting by my neighbors. My father has had it and survived. We don’t see each other much. We live on separate ends of this old house. I have been shut in lately for various reasons and I don’t even go out grocery shopping.

So, I probably will be moving soon. To a more upbeat place. As for Covid, I just pray I don’t get it. I guess I should get my vaccine renewed.

So that is my current status personally.

Everyone has their own status on the pandemic. I just feeling really sorry for the people who are still getting it. Before I was so sick with some personal and family issues that I could only think of myself. So far, it proved to be a refuge from this disease.

This is me.

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See the post: “Lonely Losers: Aliens Love Us” and “The Loneliness of the Wart-Mole Person” (I recently had a surgery to remove an ugly lesion from the side of my nose and its just weird how things are changing.)