about Arab terrorists

there is the one I call “snowflake”—the original—the worst. because of how cold they are—how clean, how perfect, how enticing to an impressionable mind who has had enough of the sinful nature in American society. There are three religions who go to Yahweh: Jews, Muslims, and Christians; and Christians will always win in the end … Continue reading about Arab terrorists →

About Dad

in other words, words, Dad, Alex. he was so insecure about my male College associations. he was so way high above them as a husband and friend to me and Ian. as a Canadian he had the habits of an armchair intellectual. he had his flaws. But he had a few years on them. He … Continue reading About Dad →

About Dom

This young black woman on a psych ward in Reading a year ago was bullying me. This is rife on psych wards. Young black woman will pick a fight with a white woman and even strike them and then accuse them of hate speech and try to have them arrested. It is not only legal but … Continue reading About Dom →

AFA

My son went to a boarding school in Florida a half-hour from our home. He came home on weekends. Sometimes he didn't want to go back. The kids fought. After five years he had to leave because of the eye injury. They just couldn't hold him after that. I didn't realize it about that school until just now. I thought … Continue reading AFA →

Silly Rain Man

Silly wart-mole person. that was a cover. I was a serious autist. I played the piano. Like my father. Took lessons. From the dentist's son. He graduated fron Juliard. I started horse-back riding at age 10. I loved it at first. But then I got my own horse. That was hard. I was good on rhe flat, but not over fences. Broken … Continue reading Silly Rain Man →

Obama

I raised my son to be a completely non-racist person. He had a little black kid as a friend at age 2. That kid's mother, Brenda, was his real mother when I couldn't be. After Hopkins. She gave him Jesus. Then, we had to move to Florida. Shit happened. I started writing about abortion. Then, Obama was up … Continue reading Obama →

ignorance

I was so ignorant about Black culture in Florida. I thought I struck a good note in race wars in Germantown, MD in the 90's. But couldn't get it confirmed or denied. I took it to Florida and was not received for it there. I just didn't understand. I thought that the race situation was more advanced because of … Continue reading ignorance →

Arthur Robyn

I just chose that name for the child I lost at 13. About abbyhillonline. Jasmine and Ian--the two atonement children--were the force behind abbyhillonline. I am finally retiring from this work. Jasmine has been going out of my body for the last 3 or 4 days. Ian was trapped in there too. I was dedicated to being Ian's … Continue reading Arthur Robyn →

I didn’t know

I learned last night that a child died of the illness that was going around because of my spitting in the trash on the porch where people smoked. At the Spring domestic violence shelter in Tampa, Florida. This has followed me all my life and I didn't know it. I was so upset to hear this. I … Continue reading I didn’t know →

seizure disorder

I have finally figured out my character and what upsets people so much about me. I am a person who suffered from a seizure disorder all her life and nobody knew it. I covered it over as a child through constant reading. At Kent School I felt constantly, physically stressed in a way that I … Continue reading seizure disorder →