I have exchanged 60 friends for the love of 2 cats. They are still sniffing me and my belongings. I explained to Travis about God when he crawled under me when i was on my knees praying, now hes head butting tbe pbone. Instant boredom. I knew i would face it. I thought there would … Continue reading At Home with Travis and Tanner
Author: L Magdalen Murphy
I am a mother of a handsome 29-year-old son, handsome like his father. I never knew that his father was handsome until I recently looked back on old photos. We never made eye contact. Things got worse and worse. The Lord wants us back together. This is our story...WE ARE NOW LEGALLY DIVORCED. MY SON JUST MARRIED!
Hallelujah
Leaving this place in an hour. As i say my goodbyes, make paths straight in the Lord and finish packing, it just dawned on me that my son has come to faith. He is living in a setting like this wbere it is natural to speak of God, and be did so to me in … Continue reading Hallelujah
Last Day, 3
Struggling with the question, should i give out ny number? My son in my mind says No and i just asked God to tell me one way or the other and he said No. Women arent asking. 2 staffers, (women) asked, one if them isnt permitted, the other i will certainly call. Of tbe residents … Continue reading Last Day, 3
Last Day; 2
Well in the end all i am on my last day is a woman who had an abortion. I was going to say, a really bad abortion. But all abortions are really bad. I started thinking about it yesterdasy. It spoiled one if my goodbyes. Today, my last day, is Good Friday. I guess thats a … Continue reading Last Day; 2
My Last Day
Tomorrow and afterwards, i will be posting from my Mom and Dads home a half hour from here. I fear that i will become BORING. The high points of my day will be to interact with my sons cats. I most likely wont even be able to go to Clubhouse, the program for MH clients … Continue reading My Last Day
Spooky Day
Back at the home, came back early this morning because the med techs forgot to pack my morning meds. Felt like a ghost here at first, then tbe day warmed up to me. I was dying to go back for good tomorrow but my guiding voices tell me to stay until the 31st (Saturday.) Mostly … Continue reading Spooky Day
Trial Home Visit: At Home
Well i havent made my home here since the late 80's so its funny to call it home. I identified that i have a purpose here, which is to regain control of my sons life: they took control when they got the ridiculous restraining order in 2000. It permitted me to live at home with … Continue reading Trial Home Visit: At Home
Trial Home Visit
Its been a gruelling morning. Ever heard the expression, "it doesn't hurt to ask" ? "They can only say no"? My father lives to defy it. I asked for a ride at 10 rather than wait until 2. "Thats a real imposition" my mother started, asnd handed the phone to my father, who continued, "totally … Continue reading Trial Home Visit
Humdinger of a Day Today
Well i went to sleep immediately after an awesome smoke break last night. I quietly held my place. "Sit tight" i heard my sons voice saying to me in my mind over and over. "Youre the same as anybody else." I went to the sexual malfeasance i threw off of myself from back in the … Continue reading Humdinger of a Day Today
Lifelong trouble
I just processed that a significant part if my life trouble came from my imprinting on my black roommate my freshman year in high school at Wayland School. I identified as black without realizing it, we were so close. And then at the end of it she said i was prejudiced. I was so confused. … Continue reading Lifelong trouble
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