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"I love this place. It cradles my energy." --"God's Poster Child for the Pro-Life Cause" I am in a state of transition, pulling through 30 years of a marriage that was already confusion. this is the most reasonable and true representation of my current status I can give. the problem is, after 6 weeks of … Continue reading up to date →

Roe vs Wade

still tickled pink about the overturning of Roe vs. Wade, but horrified at the ructions we will be going through as a society as we move into a period of abandoning of abortion. Praying.

vague

what happened to me at the hospitals in Reading and near Lebanon, looking back, was some sort of occult possession--in the demonic sense-- of both myself and every other person involved. it was related to the ghoul that I became 35 years ago after a minor overdose that almost took my life. Since then I … Continue reading vague →

prostitute

my father always made me feel like a prostitute. I recently joind the METOO movement for that and other reasons even today he comes looking for favors, he did it to me last night. In my head, when I was laying down in bed. It terrifies me to think that he would approach me physically … Continue reading prostitute →

MH World updated

I hate writing about this subject. it used to involve expressions (by me) like "fantastically multiplied irony"-- like Pavlov's dog feels after Pavlov keeps it chained to a pad that gives out electric shocks. After a period of time, the dog stops struggling and, when Pavlov unchains him he continues to just sit there taking … Continue reading MH World updated →

performance artist…

...of the psych ward is done. "The Annointed" of the psych ward, also done. I have been a secret civil and human rights protestor, starting with the Pro-Life Cause: "Gods poster child for the pro-Life Cause! obviously the reversal of Roe vs. Wade has been a fantastic eventuality that always seemed so hopeless. It has … Continue reading performance artist… →

ANGELS

I was wondering whether the Angels, Prophets, and Saints are all aliens!!! Sent to guard and encourage us. I don't know how the Church would feel about that, but this tri-fold alien encounter suggests to me that we are coming upon a convergence of, for one thing, Science and the Church; and, for another thing, … Continue reading ANGELS →

About “The Claw”

I just remembered tonight what it was about. I used to be a Mackintosh, by marriage--Clan Chattan, Clan of the Cat, so, back on the Pagoda Unit in Reading, everyone was stressing me out so I lifted up my hand and showed a cat's paw with claws extended, I was just playing around. But then … Continue reading About “The Claw” →

O Canada!

my ex-husband is Canadian-born. But he grew up on a Canadian military base in Germany. Through marrying me and staying with me he gained Anerican citizenship. So he is a Canadian-American dual national, I was already an English- American dual national. My son is a Canadian-American dual national through his father and being born in … Continue reading O Canada! →

my son

my son has a brilliant education. He only has a year and a half of college. I am not allowed to name the schools he attended as he would prefer to keep that private, but he attended two excellent private schools in Florida (he had to quit one because of the eye injury for reasons … Continue reading my son →