my name is Lynne Murphy, not Abby Hill. Abby Hill is the nickname I used for anonymity in writing "Every Cloud" and "California, a Pro-Life Novel." And for blogging. ESPECIALLY for sending out "California..." to the 10 top Pro-Choice Advocates in this country a couple of years ago, with a letter. Then I went into … Continue reading →

JOY–as it should have been

...and so m etimes that's the only way it can be. These are such crazy mixed up times we live in. These pictures tell the story all by themselves. Alex. With a crossbow. I don't know exactly what they look like but I know he usd to have one. I give him a little but … Continue reading JOY–as it should have been →

organic personality disorder

with complications of Major Depression, bizarre and disabling OCD, and destructive PTSD, especially as related to the psych ward; after my last stay I simply can't be on one every again. and then there are serious physical complaints, new ones. My legs and feet hurt so much I can barely walk, and I was guessing … Continue reading organic personality disorder →

UNME

I finally achieved RADICAL ACCEPTANCE. I never appreciated that concept before, just some more psychobabble to me. I particularly disliked it. It meant letting in things that I couldn't, letting on a saddle that felt like razors cutting my flesh. It meant being infantilized when I was still an infant, 3 months, 4 months, 6 … Continue reading UNME →