It's one thing if I get myself into a sick trap, I can handle it. My brother and I practiced this when we were young. I do NOT want to be responsible for putting my old friend A in one. Please understand this. My father had guilt issues over not being a soldier in WWII. … Continue reading Trap
Category: aliens
Sick Work
This is sick work, but it has to be done. Now that I have been able to relinquish the pitiable condition with which I have been enmeshed in the WORST SUFFERING since I was in my late 20's, I can turn my focus to the cause I planned to pick up two years ago, along … Continue reading Sick Work
Lack of Training in America
Lord, help us all with our lack of training in America, especially with our words! We come here from other countries trying to fit in. I felt lethargic and stupid and left out at best, an ugly mess at worst. What is the American language? It is constantly being redefined. There is money in this. … Continue reading Lack of Training in America
Angel or ALIEN
just one tiny ignorant little worm at the heart of this. but... the most spectacular vast wings of light, multiplex, crystalline, the size of a few buildings but on outer space terms. poised in the sky in my mind Friend or foe?
Romans 3:23
"for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God." My crimes have been mental and relational, in other words, I have hurt people. I have drawn hatred upon myself for not knowing better, and persisting in it. Like "the claw"--recently. I don't really remember and I don't know whether I didn't quit … Continue reading Romans 3:23
cats, ALIENS, saints, & angels
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In the Courtroom?
In my mind I see my father in the courtroom. He gave vague information to me about his whereabouts for the last few days, he was vague and they were for a long but indeterminate period. Usually we are here most of the day most of the time and we do our best to be … Continue reading In the Courtroom?
Trauma on the Psych Ward
First of all, I am just adoring that I can post. This beautiful new computer feels just like a typewriter in the old days and I'm clearing things just like I would have... So, this is what needs to be said here that I just couldn't say before. About the horrifying image that came to … Continue reading Trauma on the Psych Ward
starting a new life today
it was a hard day yesterday and a hard night last night. the worst was when I had to actually get up and feed the cats. Then. I was up/ I haven't been able to do laundry for at least a week. I have bags and bags of it. I have a lot of clothes. … Continue reading starting a new life today
two more significant MEMES
one for bug phobia beginning with "palmetto bugs" (huge cockroaches) in south Florida as folllows: heres the whole page: NEXT: MEME FOR NEURLOGICAL SEXUAL ISSUES OVER A LIFETIME: this is when i broke. I ju s t couldnt handle THIS; after everything else. I went to the psych ward, the good one. They let me … Continue reading two more significant MEMES
