there is the one I call “snowflake”—the original—the worst. because of how cold they are—how clean, how perfect, how enticing to an impressionable mind who has had enough of the sinful nature in American society. There are three religions who go to Yahweh: Jews, Muslims, and Christians; and Christians will always win in the end … Continue reading about Arab terrorists
Category: America
About Dad
in other words, words, Dad, Alex. he was so insecure about my male College associations. he was so way high above them as a husband and friend to me and Ian. as a Canadian he had the habits of an armchair intellectual. he had his flaws. But he had a few years on them. He … Continue reading About Dad
Two stories.
I have told the story of Ian and the one eyed black cat. Then, there is the story of me and the Black pimp at the Port Authority who got me into Harvard. Not for real, but its a good story. I had run away from home segue I ended up at the Port Authority, … Continue reading Two stories.
About Damion and Mark
These were two men at Harvard who either did help me or were supposed to help me but couldn't because it turned out that I grew up in the woods and had zero training in social skills or personal habits. I was brilliant enough to be at Harvard and a man from Yale who was … Continue reading About Damion and Mark
today
...NOT THE DAY AFTER COULDA BEEN When I was little my parents absolutely comically laughed and freaked out over the movie "The Russians are Coming." I don't remember it at all and I didn't understand why it was funny. That was their America. A place where you could laugh. And it always stayed that way … Continue reading today
Proactive Proliferation
It starts. The court case is closed. The rest of our lives finally begins. It comes down to the ectopic pregnancy. My mother went to the hospital on my fifth birthday, so it's easy to remember. She talked to my about it quite a bit and I do remember. She showed me the scar on … Continue reading Proactive Proliferation
The end of 37 years confusion
I heard from a dear, sweet, kind person who was helping my ex and some Arab friends he met to do the rewiring of the home, that very bright people can fall into years of confusion, and suddenly I see that it really is true and it really was what happened to me. Simple confusion. … Continue reading The end of 37 years confusion
black & white
...is irrelevant in this regard. It's going to happen quickly. It's all about the ALIEN project. Of there isn't one, one needs to start. At NASA I couldn't draw a picture because it is a sacred image. But here is one I drew at Philhaven: It was coming through me to reach my father who … Continue reading black & white
black/white
I have been many times and many places where black and white coexist and it is DIFFERENT everywhere you go. I am now a pariah in every place regarding this issue. This is so insanely unfair. So many things in my life are insanely unfair. The wart-mole person has no place to go, for one … Continue reading black/white
if you could see our eyes…
i am looking luke the usual depraved idiot i was because of the wart-mole thing on my face and the damage from being kneed in the crotch by him. He is looking straight ahead with loathing and disgust for me. was this the time that i went collectung fish guts from the river on a … Continue reading if you could see our eyes…
Un.Bon.Mot 