“People can be so cruel”

I am so sick. this is not the first time. I've been going through poisoning after poisoning for the longest time. I just stay in prayer and ask the Lord to hold me through it. This is the nastiest, a shit sandwich. It was supposed to be roast beef. It's not funny any more. shit … Continue reading “People can be so cruel” →

Goodness in the Act Team

How on earth would I ever have gotten through the last 4 (?) weeks without them? Yes I was very scared leaving my life in the hands of complete strangers. But there is a miraculous change here, the wart/mole change. People don't just walk away any more and they dont ud3avtgody I dy ever did. … Continue reading Goodness in the Act Team →

My Workstation

11th

Alien 5000 is here.

a little ways away. when it gets this bad, God steps in we are supposed to be his hands and feet. HE is His mighty wrath.

up to date

"I love this place. It cradles my energy." --"God's Poster Child for the Pro-Life Cause" I am in a state of transition, pulling through 30 years of a marriage that was already confusion. this is the most reasonable and true representation of my current status I can give. the problem is, after 6 weeks of … Continue reading up to date →

Roe vs Wade

still tickled pink about the overturning of Roe vs. Wade, but horrified at the ructions we will be going through as a society as we move into a period of abandoning of abortion. Praying.

The Englishman Returns to England

so they're all in England, yukking it up. I observed a while ago that my sister is Janis Joplin to my Yoko Ono. (When I was way high on the psych ward). I would observe, further, that my father is a predator to my psychopath.

vague

what happened to me at the hospitals in Reading and near Lebanon, looking back, was some sort of occult possession--in the demonic sense-- of both myself and every other person involved. it was related to the ghoul that I became 35 years ago after a minor overdose that almost took my life. Since then I … Continue reading vague →

HONOR THY MOTHER AND FATHER

I used to love a Dan Fogelburg song from the late 70's, "Part of the Plan." "...Await your arrival/ with simple survival someday we'll all understand someday, we'll all understand." There were other really beautiful songs on that album as well. that's kinda like I was back then. "They tore down the building when I … Continue reading HONOR THY MOTHER AND FATHER →

The Future is Now

I finally looked up the word and found out what it meant. It kept coming to me at the end of my stay on the Tower Unit. The synonyms are auger, diviner, medium, clairvoyant, Saint, Prophet. I was calling myself a seer--like Jacinta. I don't know much about her, especially, I didn't realize she was … Continue reading The Future is Now →