tasering

please note. It 8s my father wasn't much help to me with Ian when he was a child, but the real issue between me and him was the physical damage to me. I dont think he did any physical harm to ian whatsoever. But he bullied him. What we all are experiencing now was in … Continue reading tasering →

Faith inventory at the present…

...is pretty 9ffbeat. I have struggled to find female rolemodels among the saints. I can only hope that the Lord approves my course--in the present--to imitate the course of Saint Mary Magdelan, who was a strong woman in the early church. I want to be a a strong woman for help and support generally for … Continue reading Faith inventory at the present… →

yes it really happened

Although I do not clearly remember (they may have knocked me out) I have the evidence of my subconscious and where my lights went out on the Pagoda Unit, the "tan code" where I was safe if I was touching the tan-colored handrails, just like it was a grade school game. Then I remember the … Continue reading yes it really happened →

imitating the course of Saint Mary Magdelan

l learned that she was a strong figure in the early church. I am to be a figure for the New Church that understands the presence and influence, and also possible danger and threat, of ALIENS.on Earth and coming towards us in the Heavens. I have had a horrendous experience that prepared me to be … Continue reading imitating the course of Saint Mary Magdelan →

last Sunday photo pic

the writing says, (this is) my father delighted to report footage of my Alien interaction here this time last year. then, "This is not a good likeness. Finally, "I sent two messag3s to NASA and the second included his name and IT STATUS. He is 90 but good for his age."

Sunday photo pics

Missy Lynne finally got her purple Purple is a color for sensitivity, pregnant women, psychotherapists, and royalty. her dad never thought she could win. The best person in the world or so it seemed at the time. i didn't understand that he had a real girlfriend. He was being so kind. We were in the … Continue reading Sunday photo pics →

Haven and Philhaven

Haven almost took my life but then for a week I loudly asked for an emergency discharge because I was getting so frantic from the "gaslighting" and just being on a short term unit for so long. They helped me by getting out of there to another facility for longer term patients. But I was … Continue reading Haven and Philhaven →

Nervous

n I don't know why. something I did, don't know why. n the Lord won't take it off of me. don't know who I am anything could happen and I might not be ready to handle it. water over the bridge that oughtn't to have been. after a lifetime or half of one I screwed … Continue reading Nervous →

take courage

I was asked to not post here for a while and I was observing this; with good results. but I have to report here that I have come out in force about MY ALIEN ENCOUNTER. I reported it to the appropriate authorities. I saw that that was my responsibility especially as a Havard-Radclife CLGS.. things … Continue reading take courage →

a short life in pictures

Me, at 13, a nerd Kent Scool graduation 1979. I don't know where I am in this picture but I know that I was lost. It was a sad day for me. But the parties up and down the northeast coast for the next few weeks were thrilling. almost as exciting as graduating (a year … Continue reading a short life in pictures →