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Lynne at Kent: college application personal essay
Me and my brother t i was so thrilled with this piece of writing. It got me into the top echelon of colleges, and the weirdest thing is hat it really depicts everything about how my lifevwas going to go and what I was going to do. it is like Rasselas, bu Samuel Johnson; and … Continue reading Lynne at Kent: college application personal essay
Trauma on the Psych Ward
First of all, I am just adoring that I can post. This beautiful new computer feels just like a typewriter in the old days and I'm clearing things just like I would have... So, this is what needs to be said here that I just couldn't say before. About the horrifying image that came to … Continue reading Trauma on the Psych Ward
her majesty the queen; Elizabeth II: a poem
I met with her a decade and a half ago when I first started blogging. In my mind she came to my house to check on me because I had been writing on this site the divine anointment of royalty; specifically, Her. That the idea had gone out of style but should be brought back. … Continue reading her majesty the queen; Elizabeth II: a poem
another meme
sub memes moving out soon-- hence the messy upper room in the pics. Meme for Lynne at a Harvard: speaks for itself. next, the mouse and the toad: wounded soldiers. Sometimes they NEVER get remembered but i know i owe it to the animal kingdom for my survival. the human ones, thats different.
turnaround
so, I went through the worst MH moment on record after taking a seemingly insignificant overdose in 2015 (?). I just had the weirdest, irresistible urge to put pills in my mouth and the urge finally won on my parents anniversary. I was j7s5 sitt8ngvthere at the dining room table where I k4pt all the … Continue reading turnaround
Me and my son incarcerated
a special person goes to jail I couldn't bear the thought. Meanwhile, i was incarcerated on an extended acute care unit after a horrible overdose and I couldn't do anything to help. I think that we are slowly losing those years (for the good). I just realized what used to happen to me when I … Continue reading Me and my son incarcerated
my mother
ashes to ashes dust to dust. if you did not die I do not know what to say. a luncheon at your favorite most expensive restaurant does not seem like the right send off and I am very glad I escaped going but look at all the trouble it's caused. Bernard used the word institutionalized … Continue reading my mother
Weak today
Yesterday I could barely walk, today I feel sick all over and in pain that I cannot describe, t is safe to assume that my coffee was poisoned. It's been done before and the taste and the feelng are the ssme. Ive thrown out 2 good bags of coffer, I stop there. I'm out of … Continue reading Weak today
un bon mot
Instead of, "the devil made me do it," we have "an alien made me do it!" And it's probably true!
Un.Bon.Mot 