HUPOMONE

is a Greek word meaning patient endurance in suffering. A Greek word, but a Christian quality. Abt men's clubs at Harvard. and the movie, from the 90's about a black girl dancer who got raped by the star of the show and got the dress shop she wanted for the experience. Her white girl friend … Continue reading HUPOMONE →

Worth 900,000,000

lawsuit against Johns Hopkins University Hospital Affective Disorders Unit September 1994 documented in 7 pictures. thats it.

In the Courtroom?

In my mind I see my father in the courtroom. He gave vague information to me about his whereabouts for the last few days, he was vague and they were for a long but indeterminate period. Usually we are here most of the day most of the time and we do our best to be … Continue reading In the Courtroom? →

Trauma on the Psych Ward

First of all, I am just adoring that I can post. This beautiful new computer feels just like a typewriter in the old days and I'm clearing things just like I would have... So, this is what needs to be said here that I just couldn't say before. About the horrifying image that came to … Continue reading Trauma on the Psych Ward →

bill clinton

...should have resigned over vetoing the legislation over partial birth abortion. found out how to adjust the backlighting on this tablet so i should be able to post withouut major typos again.

turnaround

so, I went through the worst MH moment on record after taking a seemingly insignificant overdose in 2015 (?). I just had the weirdest, irresistible urge to put pills in my mouth and the urge finally won on my parents anniversary. I was j7s5 sitt8ngvthere at the dining room table where I k4pt all the … Continue reading turnaround →

destroyed freshman week at Harvard

she took me with her to see the movie "Love Story," compulsory for incoming Freshman. We went to a party and two young men came to our door looking for me and found her instead. They invited her to a party. She hit it off with one of them and they dated through college. Actually … Continue reading destroyed freshman week at Harvard →

Weak today

Yesterday I could barely walk, today I feel sick all over and in pain that I cannot describe, t is safe to assume that my coffee was poisoned. It's been done before and the taste and the feelng are the ssme. Ive thrown out 2 good bags of coffer, I stop there. I'm out of … Continue reading Weak today →

HARD TIMES

I had the worst time in my life over the Charcoal + constipation incident. Something so frightening and so horrible happened to me. I wound up on a bed somewhere st LVH Cedar Crest behaving in a bizarre way and yelling and screaming. It was so raw. Im not going to try to explain except … Continue reading HARD TIMES →

Haven and Philhaven

Haven almost took my life but then for a week I loudly asked for an emergency discharge because I was getting so frantic from the "gaslighting" and just being on a short term unit for so long. They helped me by getting out of there to another facility for longer term patients. But I was … Continue reading Haven and Philhaven →