in other words, words, Dad, Alex. he was so insecure about my male College associations. he was so way high above them as a husband and friend to me and Ian. as a Canadian he had the habits of an armchair intellectual. he had his flaws. But he had a few years on them. He … Continue reading About Dad
Category: Cats
movie
...would be about Reading a dangerous city these days or was so recently Here is me here a few years ago: They told me that at the hospital on Mt Auburn Street in Cambridge when I was leaving for PA in 1986. "Only the good," they said. And I didn't know what that meant. There … Continue reading movie
End of a long day
Laundry's done; all's well but for the practical paper matters which require a last going over of the 1000 or so pieces of paper in this upstairs and downstairs cottage for instance, valuable documents are mixed up with endless paperwork that has long since obsolesced. So, most of all I am thrilled to be catching … Continue reading End of a long day
Romans 3:23
"for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God." My crimes have been mental and relational, in other words, I have hurt people. I have drawn hatred upon myself for not knowing better, and persisting in it. Like "the claw"--recently. I don't really remember and I don't know whether I didn't quit … Continue reading Romans 3:23
cats, ALIENS, saints, & angels
they're all real. i dont kniw whuchbus more impirtant. that cats are special beings; that Saints livr in Hewv3n snd havecspecialbp I wersbto in5e4dedevfor us; that angels are Heaf r bs Suoerpowers, also real4; and that ALIENS live ajongbud wndvshow th3mselv3s sometimes. im jot oermitt3dvtobedit thu (either ALIENSPEAK or WordPress wont let m
another meme
sub memes moving out soon-- hence the messy upper room in the pics. Meme for Lynne at a Harvard: speaks for itself. next, the mouse and the toad: wounded soldiers. Sometimes they NEVER get remembered but i know i owe it to the animal kingdom for my survival. the human ones, thats different.
Memes
there should be 2 here . The EVE meme for everthing thats happened since late Octpber laat year and another for a story which i hate to dredge up, about an older woman from Texas and a Viet Nam vet the same age who thought i was a horrible person for disliking it when she … Continue reading Memes
About Ian.
i am concerned about my v son. imhave c reasons in b faith to belie c e in b him and that healingg is possible efen himevto keep himn9j ay for now.b in b the dir3st regards. And tobhang on b like hell b to god, can you keep doing it? Saving our liv3s eveeyday … Continue reading About Ian.
new perspective
im understandin WHY. I inerfered with my cat Daisy and her kittens when i got out of the state ihospital. The first tme. while i was pregnant with Ian i had a nughtmare of giving birth to kittens. On the maternity war when they took the baby to be stabilized,, i had dreams of the … Continue reading new perspective
mother & son
[see note at bott9m re typos] it's an indissoluble bond. my new lamp, inbelnownst to me when i ordered it, is called "Torchiere Mother and Son." It just made the whole thing perfect. As this nev situation started out with a project to retroactively heal everything pertaining to my son's 's life from conception to … Continue reading mother & son
Un.Bon.Mot 