a break on the horizon

someone who can break down these decades of disorganized persecution over a psych condition that was always in question. I used to say it was like walking into a doctors office with a broken leg and a headache from not sleeping and since the doctor is a psychiatrist he finds mental and mood disorders and … Continue reading a break on the horizon →

I will remove this swallowed, held, and choked up poop from the bathroom sink now. it was supposed to be a roast beef sandwich. 2 days later. I have continued to feel sick last night and today. the Lord has antidotes for me which I won't share but I feel confident I will be over … Continue reading →

“People can be so cruel”

I am so sick. this is not the first time. I've been going through poisoning after poisoning for the longest time. I just stay in prayer and ask the Lord to hold me through it. This is the nastiest, a shit sandwich. It was supposed to be roast beef. It's not funny any more. shit … Continue reading “People can be so cruel” →

The Cottage

now I see it! I just wasn't thinking! my sister and her boyfriend want the Cottage! (Where I AM LIVING.) I've made it so nice here they want to move in! And oh so so indulgent 90 year old father of a 50 year old daughter ( my sister) wants to give it to her. … Continue reading The Cottage →

Angels, cats, and aliens

some things we don't dare say. but then we do. I am now officially in retirement from the worst and hardest fights of my life and seeing the forest for the trees. fighting abortion it's like when the Berlin Wall fell. but we are still fighting. but it was like seeing the dove and knowing … Continue reading Angels, cats, and aliens →

My Workstation

11th

Alien 5000 is here.

a little ways away. when it gets this bad, God steps in we are supposed to be his hands and feet. HE is His mighty wrath.

up to date

"I love this place. It cradles my energy." --"God's Poster Child for the Pro-Life Cause" I am in a state of transition, pulling through 30 years of a marriage that was already confusion. this is the most reasonable and true representation of my current status I can give. the problem is, after 6 weeks of … Continue reading up to date →

Roe vs Wade

still tickled pink about the overturning of Roe vs. Wade, but horrified at the ructions we will be going through as a society as we move into a period of abandoning of abortion. Praying.

vague

what happened to me at the hospitals in Reading and near Lebanon, looking back, was some sort of occult possession--in the demonic sense-- of both myself and every other person involved. it was related to the ghoul that I became 35 years ago after a minor overdose that almost took my life. Since then I … Continue reading vague →