Category: Christianity
Do cats have souls?
I enquired about this of the Lord when I was tearing this place apart before being admitted to the hospital. the answer was " Yes." I didn't ask about any other animals. Like dogs. or the sacred Hindu cow. or horses or lions. (Would they be classified alongside cats or no?) something about cats is … Continue reading Do cats have souls?
Difficult Sister Act
my sister just wound up her Ph.D. that's been going along in the background for a couple of years. Claire does not like me. Claire likes to use me. And people love to support her in this. Even during the going on 29 years that I was a desperate mother. They joke about me. it's … Continue reading Difficult Sister Act
ENCOUNTER
it started here at home. I had been seeing strange things in the local community, then, something that I was struggling to put aside. that night--before my father threatened me at gunpoint in my mind, with a revolver that I think he has; he said "Get out in 5 minutes." this time I knew the … Continue reading ENCOUNTER
humor
I heard a harmless Hollywood joke on t.v. years ago: "Early to rise and early to bed Makes a man healthy but socially dead!" Taking Clozaril is like that. It knocks you out at an exact hour every night; there is no escaping it. And you can't tolerate a drop of alcohol. With that and … Continue reading humor
UNME contd
well I tried to suggest something in that post that didn't come out clearly at all. my psychotherapy started in the height of the years of accusations of sexual abuse, providers of all kinds were being yanked from ordinary practices and daycare into jail; and were let out years later as innocent. I was terrified … Continue reading UNME contd
organic personality disorder
with complications of Major Depression, bizarre and disabling OCD, and destructive PTSD, especially as related to the psych ward; after my last stay I simply can't be on one every again. and then there are serious physical complaints, new ones. My legs and feet hurt so much I can barely walk, and I was guessing … Continue reading organic personality disorder
un.bon.mot
shoulda named it as such! but it was late at night and I was so tired [italics] As I get myself together after eight months [bold] in horrible hospitals, I begin to be EXCITED. TWO n a half WEEKS putting my life back together is beginning to resolve; but I'm still fearful. The thing about … Continue reading un.bon.mot
Denouement–the Harvard Advocate
Finally I am able to detach myself from the cause of saving the undergraduate literary magazine at Harvard in the 80's, the Harvard Advocate. Someone close to me at that time said that he would love to see the Advocate go down under me. I just didn't understand. I had only been on the magazine … Continue reading Denouement–the Harvard Advocate
An Iota Against a Motherlode
I've said so many nasty things about my father in my blog-life. It's like the dirty jokes because of the undiagnosed organic personality disorder and the deep stress I was under and the pain that I was in. I understand now that he was helping to raise both my son AND me and I just … Continue reading An Iota Against a Motherlode
Un.Bon.Mot 