About My Father

I always got super mad at him and then realized that--whatever he may have intended,, the Lord worked it for the good. For instance, I had thoughts of wanting to change my son's name, and I knew that in Buffalo, where he was born, you could do so until age 5. And I was always … Continue reading About My Father →

clairvoyance; 2

how do you "spell clairvoyance"? Well, I typed "clairvoyance spell" into the search bar and found even more than I was looking for. A man at the state hospital put a "spell" on my sister "Clair[e] and that proved through 38 years of Clair[e] seeing (as in voyeur] my sexual injury back in the pool … Continue reading clairvoyance; 2 →

clairvoyance

The single most important message to you or anyone else of my entire life Wed 5/19/2021 2:42 PMTo: my son Ian, I just hit the nail on the head.I have a problem with CLAIRVOYANCE!!! Haha thats so funny because of Claire. It is a part of my organic personality disorder as it played out over … Continue reading clairvoyance →

Letter to my husband

First of all, I love you and adore you. Second, I am enjoying my cats. No worries. Especially about Joann. She was a very beautiful and a gifted woman. Being a Harvard graduate isn't the only way to be a worthwhile person. She helped me with that. Similarly, being English! So, I felt so OLD … Continue reading Letter to my husband →

Sister Claire

I NEVER HAD A SINGLE THOUGHT OF HARM TO MY SISTER CLAIRE MURPHY IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. Through being entirely deprived of proper care after she was born and moreover being asked to care for her, despite a severe handicap of being kneed in the crotch by my brother, I learned a life of service … Continue reading Sister Claire →

smoking cigarettes

me; seen in Seminole, Florida, 2003 to 2007, smoking 4 packs a day accompanied by 20 oz glasses, or more?, of fridge water. Sitting by the small window in the kitchen by the glass paneled door. With a small fan. Satanic possession? Opioid-like addiction? Sleeping beauty under a spell? I had entirely quit a horrible … Continue reading smoking cigarettes →

Letter to my divorced husband

Subject:Wernersville State Hospital boyfriend Frank C. I just figured this after all of those years why we got together as we did.I had been dating Frank C. from Fleetwood, strictly no sex. He was a lovely man, a lot older, had spent some time at Villanova University. He was an Italian American person.I could never … Continue reading Letter to my divorced husband →

About Men; 3

Terrifying moments, as referenced in my last post: Spiraling road up the side of a mountain in Southern California, 1992: My car wouldn't start. I was on an afternoon joyride in my little, tan Dodge Colt. I had pulled into a gas and food mini-mart with a few small booths. A man approached me. He … Continue reading About Men; 3 →

About Men; 2: On Fire

So, It is Mother's Day 2021 and for many reasons I stayed in bed. My mother passed away last year. There is family strife and my son and girlfriend were here but I didn't feel well. We all parted amicably at about 4 p.m. and all was well. Now, I have this post to write … Continue reading About Men; 2: On Fire →

About Men

I have a problem with this. I learned in the shower that I am being healed. For some reason I flipped up my poor, heavy breasts. My ex called my bras "boulder holders" and that's how they became!!! He also commented that he likes SMALL breasts and SMALL hands and feet and I am a … Continue reading About Men →