GRACE

Ian,I wanted to tell you of the significant change that I experienced in the last few days.I finally realized all these things that were explained by an understanding of my sexual disability since childhood.The final and most important was my sick childhood feeling about Mother Mary, Grandad queered us so badly about religion but for … Continue reading GRACE →

Inventory

In the wake of a terrible overdose Thanksgiving 2016, I wound up being seen at New Vitae Wellness and Recovery in Quakertown, PA for 2 1/2 years after being a resident at the associated personal care boarding home for 3 months. After extricating myself from that practice, I am here to give a rave review! … Continue reading Inventory →

“Pipe down.”

Thats what everyone is telling me right now. But I have to pop up here and say a few things about Donald Trump as President He made me feel safe. There was a good person in the White House. More so than with any other president of my many years, I knew that God appoints … Continue reading “Pipe down.” →

Election Night 3 going into early morning hours Friday

But, I am here to post for my own sake alone. Its all coming out through this election trauma. Me n my Dad. Were fighting like mad. He doesn't like to acknowledge it. He has until 7 a.m.; to move through this or I am moving out. Thats in one hour. I realized that he … Continue reading Election Night 3 going into early morning hours Friday →

President Trump, Nancy Pelosi; updated

I don't really know what's going on there but it has something to do with Holy Fools; and I don't really even know what that means; they said that Dorothy Day was one. I just know that that has something to do with understanding this situation. ... I just want to cry when I think … Continue reading President Trump, Nancy Pelosi; updated →

A Letter to Society

About where I've been and where I'm going. Picking up a huge puzzle piece this evening. About a summer evening in Reading, PA long, long ago. Two men on motorcycles; the Pagoda. Two sensual movies at the local theatre. A hot dark night. I lost my heart to a man there; never to return. So, … Continue reading A Letter to Society →

Home!

Finally understood that the disappearing nytimes Opinion posts were about that I shouldn't have been going back there. I sort of knew this. I was able to write out my book that way, but it was done. I missed WordPress blogging! That has been home since a bout 2009, when I first started blogging in … Continue reading Home! →

screwed

With the press of a spacebar last night, my entire, long email to the nytimes disappeared. They are pretending that it is about protecting Trump, who is speaking tonight, because I compared myself to him. My Advocate Presidency. I said that he desperately wanted to be removed--at one point--just as I did as the undergraduate … Continue reading screwed →

Race matters (2)

In college, I was dissociated from race matters. I was a very ignorant person. Because of my own, personal matters. I should not have been at an IV League University. A decade and a half later, I was renting a townhouse in Germantown, MD, a mixed race, "bedroom community" of DC; with my ex and … Continue reading Race matters (2) →

Coffee

I mentioned in my last post about driving the PA roadways, back in the 80's in my Dodge Colt, drinking 10 large coffees and smoking "endless cigarettes." Well, there was a history to that. I remember drinking a couple of cups of coffee at the senior coffee house at boarding school, and totally freaking out … Continue reading Coffee →