God is putting crazy good things in the past where all hope was gone. Its crazy how he can do this. They say you cant change the past well then what is the word "retroactive" for? The oast lives within us and can be touched at any time. The Lord fixed the worst place in … Continue reading Retroactive Hope
Category: Christianity
Interesting Day: Medjugorge revisited
I brought up Medjugorge at dinner (its been over two weeks since my encounter with the proselytizer at the ER psych intake.) There was a healing of the sexual abuse by my father. He insulted me twice at dinner; i walked away. i got up frim dinner, left my plate and my cup on the … Continue reading Interesting Day: Medjugorge revisited
From a Prayer Site–Praying for Donald Trump and This Country
Please Lord let the dream be real, that a good man, an ordinary good man, stepped up to take responsibility in a difficult and dangerous situation where politicians had failed and left this country in shambles. Since before the turn of the millennium we have been in crisis: Politics as usual, but updated: sex in … Continue reading From a Prayer Site–Praying for Donald Trump and This Country
Sinful nature–healing
I am way ahead of where i left off in my last post. I have put up a private post about repentance of the bad things IVE done and how Saran is fuelling my preoccupation with the faults of others against me to blind me to my own faults to keep me from repentance and … Continue reading Sinful nature–healing
Reading about sexual abuse
On Wednesday my therapist gave me a book on sexual abuse by a Christian author. It is very good and has already sugnificantly touched me. This comes at a time when there is a flip flop going on where they are being self righteous and i am being selfrighteous. Well guess who is right? My … Continue reading Reading about sexual abuse
Broken little left finger
Its about the littlest thing you can break. I said to the doctor, do we treat this or let it go? She said. "Oh yes we treat it." So i have a "cast" on it, an aluminum spongy stick that conforms to the finger and the side of my hand, held on by tape. Its … Continue reading Broken little left finger
Medjugorge
Medjugorge, I hope I have spelled it right, is the site of apparitions of the Virgin Mary giving messages to the world since around 1981. I'll let my reader look it up for themselves, millions are following this. I discovered it upon going to the ER for psych intervention last Friday night. God willing, I … Continue reading Medjugorge
Adopting the Serenity Prayer
Her It is a period of tumultuous feelings, and change. I was hoping to send my book to pro-choice advocates but some of them are hard to reach. It will also be expensive. I never used to like the Serenity Prayer that much, for snobbish reasons. I thought i was smarter than that. Recently im … Continue reading Adopting the Serenity Prayer
“California, a Pro-Life Novel” in post-production
“California, a Pro-Life Novel”
I am in the process of vetting this blog for illegal references as I am making it a platform for my book which will be coming out in the next week or so, I will put an alert here when it actually becomes available at the self-publisher website lulu.com. It will be available at Barnes … Continue reading “California, a Pro-Life Novel”
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